I just want happiness. Sometimes I get anxiety because it seems that the load I carry around everyday only gets heavier and heavier. It feels like the more I try, there’s progress but only on one side. I know its God and his universal angels aiding me on the path to self sufficiency. Its funny how all your life you build foundations built on attacments only to realize that you need to detach. When your mind evolves, you no longer desire to entertain things you once did. Its like high speed internet to dial up. They don’t understand each other because they are so different. Both can provide, one just at a faster pace.
When you evolve your mind, at first comes uncertainty, but then when you grow passionate you can do so much. Sometimes a tragedy can cause total transformation, cause you to realize inspiration you never knew was there. Toxic relationships are a total waste. You have to love yourself first. You have to put your standards first because people will use you, then leave you hanging. You have to stand for something or else you’ll fall for everything. You have to have dignity because uncertainty will take you down paths you’ll live to regret.
You have to have balance inside your mind. You cannot lie to yourself, because who are you fooling? Everyone already saw the solution, its you thats late. Do not try to please people. This will only make you unhappy because people will use you and take your kindness for a weakness.
Think for yourself trust none of what you hear and half of what you see. This world isnt what you think but dont take my word for it explore it fir yourself.