My silence it better scare you, because normally Im rarely silent.
Best believe I have a reason too, I’m nice to everyone I’m friendly too.
My silence is like a knief right now, ready to kill.
Instead of attacking though, I just chill.
That’s what these devils want, me to show my true colors.
I’m smarter then that though, cuz I like to see they ass wonder.
What my silence is all about, wondering if they should stay or get out.
Like a hot kitchen in the summer time, it don’t get no realistic then that.
I’m all about communication so don’t test me.
I don’t like the silence, I like to talk freely.
This world has made silence for me an ememie.
Sometimes its a frienimie, when I have to go hermit on these bastards!
My silence could feed a whole village.
It’ll also burn down a thriving city.
Think about that…. my silence.
Check it out!
I’m running down a dark path. Don’t know what I’m gonna do. I already tried the straight path, they just won’t let me through. I running down so fast and blind, I’m needing something new.
I know what I gotta do. Join forces until it’s through. But I need a cue from you oh God. I need to know I’m protected when I do what I gotta do. Keep my seeds safe, I give them to you. Just get me off this dark path please, show me the light enlighten me please.
I’m losing my mind…….
Impulses, they come and go. Usually I run with them. Lately my conscious has been yelling me stop. Your getting in the way, you say you want to live comfortably you gotta watch what you say. There’s people that will help you with your craft, help you master it, build you your own crowd.
They say you speak this language, you have power with you younger. You love getting into the unknown, sometimes blindly. Your like the fool of new beginnings just searching for your way, your pure and graceful spirit might cause you to not look both ways.
Stop getting in your own way darling, there people that can help. Just keep that free spirit and they’ll be coming your way. Build your craft keep it fresh someday when its your time you’ll show the rest.
I use to love you years ago, when I was young and searching. You played your games I still loved you. Were gone for days I still loved you. On that day the first of the month, it was September I remember the month. This seed we made I felt the love, I needed you no more.
It was the day a few months later, 11 months exactly on the 16th day of August that other seed he brought me joy and the love I felt will live forever more. Those two little seeds have gave me love, they bring me such joy.
I used to love you some years ago, that’s before I knew who you really were. If I had know that you were such a lion, you’d devour this delicate flower. To share my essence and have it unappreciated (#nowthatsthatshitidontlike) you really messed up because its hard for me to love you.
I would’ve gave up everything, hell I did give up everything. my freedom, my friends, the life I want to live. Hey, but the one thing that remained the same was my morals. So I didn’t give up much. Don’t ever think you made me do a thing….. one thing about it is I made those decisions because I wanted to. I was your Bonnie, you my Clide. Was thick as thieves once upon a time.
What happened? I thought we was in love? What happened.
How many friends do you really need? I’d rather have 4 pennies then 100 fucking pennies any day. Its a true statement that’s dear to me , Cuz when have a lot of friends you’ll find a lot of frienimies! Secretly plotting things on you, talking behind your back its true. Jealousy is the motivation. Hate is what makes them choose to pick. Hating on your achievements, wishing they were you. Ima tell you this though, you can’t walk a mile in my shoes. I’m about my business. What you ain’t know? I do take no prisioners, I just sit back and work the show. Because Geminis do it best, do watch what you test!
The reason I wake up, the reason I strive for more. The reason ill lay my life on the line is her. Trying to teach her her worth, so these men wont matter. Teach her to get it herself so she can scream independence. One thing you need to know when you stepping to Kayla, she don’t need you for nothing cause she already got it!
I need a life that full of stimulation, never dull , never boring so exciting and exhilarating. Most of all in need to live by the sea, it helps my lungs I can breathe easy. With a companion no scratch that, all I need is my kids and me, we’ll explore this world you just wait and see.
I need a life that has no idleness. I’m reastless enough and I know what’s best, I gotta broadened my mind and learn to take risk, a wise women told me that’s the only way to exist. Gotta learn to love, but love enough to let go.
I got plans to explore this damn world. And I ain’t given up because you don’t wanna splurge. You don’t want the life I need, so do I want you that’s what I’m trying to see. The life I need involves beautiful art, involves harmonic music, involves a few amusement Parks.
I don’t know about you I’m about to get it together, I about to try to give my kids the life my folks didn’t plus nine. Because WE need a life that is not all boring. A TV is convienent but I’m dreaming of my living. It does not consist of looking at ESPN, playing on video games, nigga I be like DAMN!
Because my life needs stability, I think I might be on my own it so sad to see………………
Ieshanicole.
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