I just sit back and watch all your actions… I’m learning how to be still. I don’t say shit, but I notice all things. Instead of worrying about the bull I guess I will take the time out and meditate. All of this is sure to help me reach a higher energy level. While you remain stuck. I’m moving on in the mind as of yesterday because this isn’t for me anymore. I used to love you.
I’m ready to give my soul its desire because I’m tired of all the pain. Time to release all hinderance. Time to be the free spirit I was born to be……
Getting smarter and wiser about a whole lot of shit. Sometimes I have to act dumb, but only for a little while longer. I gotta reach the first goal I set, because without it, ill be working that money train and I don’t want to do that. Then I know I’m not trying to make my money too fast. Sticking me in a predicament where I’ll do anything for a dollar. Nope not me…. I wanna use emotions to express myself. Words aren’t enough, you need to see my pain, feel it too. I just want a successful foundation for my kids to build on. I don’t want all the money just a lot of it. I wanna take trips to Amsterdam and smoke reefer in coffee shops. I wanna go to Brazil to see a different culture. I wanna go to Egypt to fulfill my spiritual journey. So many things but it takes that first goal. Don’t wanna be a nigga stuck and poor.
I want a new boyfriend.
A man that don’t pretend.
The type that have them bands but you can’t even tell.
I like the way he smell, someone to fork the bill.
Tired of sitting home lonely at night
I want a romantic that don’t mind being out, take me to the club.
I want a man that is about his buisness, somebody who saves his so when I spend mine, he give me some of his.
I want a man ill enjoy sexing up, cooking him his dinner in my heels cleaning up
I want a man to buy me flowers, daisies and roses a nigga wit some manners.
Don’t really care how he look just gotta have the power.
To tame me at my worst, and compliment my best. A man that’s not afraid of being on the sidelines cuz I like the spot light!
Somebody I can come home to. Somebody for my little ones to look up too.
is this asking too much?
I’m a loyal woman that keep her legs closed.
Lol!
All the negativity… go away! I don’t need your company, I’m trying to be happy. Letting go of the past. On to the future try to fly high, get the big picture? What I don’t need, is any sensitive, insecure, fickleness around my vibes.
You see im learning everyday about the LOA and I really don’t need no negativity in my way.
I used to have a lot of negativity around me, but I couldn’t see it. Like a match in the dark, it was there but with my EYES WIDE SHUT, I couldn’t see it.
But I’m good now, I see through all the bull. I took a while for me to be still, but I got it. I really made up my mind.
I don’t know why, but the FAME is calling my name. Having all these weird dreams, images playing inside my mind. I’m walking in a pasture, full of yellow daisies. Smiling ear to ear I don’t know why. Then I wake up! U did not know a physic will seek u out. I thought your suppose to seek them. Keep seeing 11:11 everywhere and numbers just like it. I prayed a silent prayer sometime ago and now it’s manifesting…. now I need to work on my team…n I need a team…
ieshanicole 