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I always wonder why it is that the universe takes you down certain paths, some brand new but some feel so familiar. I think about this every day, and its kinda cliche but you should always use what god gave you to make your way. Now rather that’s the ability with words, or you work off your looks, hell its your talent you have a God’s right to use it. My past life keeps bring me to a certain place…. but i keep using it on the wrong people. Now i done had 27 years to figure out the kinda of man i want, what career i want, what i wanna be doing when i’m 51 ect. But you never know how your gonna fill that void, or get to that valley. Lord, i ask you to lead me to more greener pashters regarding my given talents. i understand my limits, just provide the opportunity. Sometimes in life you get comfortable and then POW! the universe throws you a sucker punch to suggest change! Now i’ve been intrigued with a certain occupation for quite sometime, and no matter what ever else i do, my energy attracts these things and situations into my life. The world has stagnated my mind or should i say peoples opinions on how you should live has frozen my state of thought.
The universe started working in my life about 3 years ago, of course it was probably always working, but i actually started paying attention. The people i were around, no matter what or where i was these type people were around. I started becoming intrigued because of some of the life styles and power these people held, and the fact that i could hold these people’s attention. Its a powerful thing to be a minority amongst people who you know are craving for your attention. So i decided to take this new found poweress and take my life in a different direction. You may never know what this magical situation is, but know that this situation is so wonderful that even i wouldn’t believe it! The oldest trick in the book but i don’t understand why more people don’t get it!!!
I just felt like doing a little writing, trying to spark my short attention spand. I swear that’s why my blogs aren’t any longer then they are! I have a lot of great things to say, just sharpining my communication skills. as you can see, i’m always scatter brained up here with all my crazy poems, but i do mean well and i hope to inspire so many people one day. Lord, i just need your help!
I’m 27 years old, and i can’t let this nigga go. I know he’s no good for me but guess what? my self confidence has been shot, i’m looking every way for an answer to my purpose and i cannot find shit! Everyday life gets harder and i just need a break. Somebody point me in the right direction, i’m desperate so serious, i need luck not hinderence. I wanna soar like a star but i don’t know whick way they are. Like future said he gone go harder for you fucking haters but my mind is so clouded i don’t know what to do!!! I wanna do this music shit, but can’t get my mind right. Trying for this modeling shit, but i gotta work on my height. My mind is with this hair shit, but the competition is so hectic. Please why can’t i seem to find the right dream??? i just wanna be with you, do for you…. I’m calling out right now because i know your always watching???
ieshanicole 