I just wanna speak from the heart right now. God, i know that my friend maryjane has been with me for a long time now, whats it been like 11 years. So i just wanna say as i lay my friend to rest, i hope its for the better. See because i just be trying to get my mind right you know. Sometimes i just can’t deal with this cold ass world you know. Okay so i decided that in order for my ideas to come fresh from the heart, i have to stop beaming my brain with this shit. You see cuz i tend to go deep on that shit, (excuse the profanity) because people can be so hateful. Okay so i was listening to this song right from this indie artist i’m in love with, we ain’t gone say her name because i’m so tired of giving people free promotion and they act like they don’t see it, or they’re motivation is you so they write about it in their songs. Actually, a couple of indie artist have referenced me or i was the motivation to their song. Its so funny because one of the songs, well actually both of the songs were kinda hate records. One is saying how much they hate me but yet every time you see me you act like we’re best of friends. Don’t do that… For 2014, i’m just in my own lane. I don’t have a lot of friends and honestly i like it that way. Now the other song is a funny track actually. You see i listen to this mix tape all the time and it took me about 2 years to figure out this bitch was referencing me in her song! LOL!  I mean you said you was a star, but you can’t even act like it! you know what i hate a bitch that say she ain’t looking for fame when in fact thats ALL she is looking for. why post picture after picture if you don’t want fame? i’m just saying???  Sooo this song… i would recite the lyrics but for real that would put on blast so i’ll just chill but know this boo, i see ya and i hear ya. I was so mad though because after all these year being your biggest fan just for you to try to chump me in a song! That’s why i love being me, my irelevant ass be referenced so much in peoples songs. I wonder sometimes what i would sound like in a song. So guess what just for fun i’m currently writing… I feel like i have a lot i can contribute to music. A lot of lessons and test on my life. Be like the raping k. michelle! you know! I have so many stories of encouragement, but my problem is i didn’t want to hurt nobodies feeling because a s a gemini with sagittarius rising and moon i can be a little to honest. 

Just know that in 2014 i’m writing but i won’t be no playing when 2015 hit! believeit! yall better put your grown women pants on for real because i’m just a little tired of playing games! i’m out!