He say I don’t think about nothing but myself.
But when you got me pregnant at a young age and could not provide for your SEED, I could of got anbortion I wasn’t ready for no babies.
But I thought about this baby and I thought about you. Knowing you wasn’t gonna step up, believing you would.
Seems like yo me, you were the only one thinking for self. Had my baby by myself, you came so many hours later.
Never even claimed her legally… smh I have to deal with this shit everyday I wake up.
Knowing that you have access to someone and me. That you have the upper hand over me.
What kind of man lives in section eight housing with a bitch. Can’t keep a job bills always late.
Then wanna talk shit to me, talking bout how I live. But I stepped up did what I did. You are sad…. thinking you a Man.
You eat government issued food. You live in a house that the government provided. You 32 and work fast food.
You dream crusher. You ain’t shit no you don’t want me to be shit.
Simple nigga I can say that I love you but I hate you too…..
I done rebelled my whole life, so you know I’m down.
I’m about my own thing, I ain’t bothered by what others think of me.
Tired of these slums, they ain’t no fucking fit for me. I deserve some shit like princess Middleton.
I’m getting on my grind that’s a motherfucking promise.
I got my babies with me so I’m taking all the dollars.
Fuck it if you hate me just get on the list.
Got 99 problems you bitches need to get off my dick I got a problem wit bitches and they shit.
I just want a piece if pie so I can rebuild my community. Bring back all the unity.
Tired of the way shit is for people like me. They like this. So I don’t care. They can have it. I’m looking out for me.
2013.
Get healthy
Finish school
Shine in my work.
Look out for me!
2013!
I’m the Jack if all trades…. I like doing things with my hands. I like to write for one…. just think its time for me to get more serious about my writing. In a boring town like Tuscaloosa, there’s not much interesting news to write about. We only have a handfull ogmf celebrities but I’m still trying to capitalize on this town. We have great sites, there could be a lot more jobs Herr, if somebody like me demanded it. You see, I think the white folk in Tuscaloosa only wanna attract an audience suitable for them. The subject of the matter is that blacks make money, we pay taxes and I think we all could bring attributions to this town, if they would let us.
Im tired of only being able to go to the club, or shopping, I hate football so wtf am I suppose to do here? Something we have here in Tuscaloosa that us not being put to use is the amphitheater. I do not know how many people it sits, but it could be a cash cow. We have theaters her, a river, not to mention that football is the main attraction. I love this town for its qualities. These streets has taught me how to live an be an entrepreneur. If only I could find like minded people who agree that Tuscaloosa is too damn boring….
I’m thankful that he woke me up
I’m thankful for my children
I’m thankful that we have a home even though we get assistance.
I’m thankful when I see the sun, I go outside to feel his vibes.
I’m thankful for the moon at night, so the wolves can cry.
I’m thankful for the mind I have, it is my own nobody else’s.
I’m thankful that I’m iesha wouldn’t be nobody else in a million years!
Sometimes I sit and think at night/ if I had of went left not right/ listen to my inner voice, cuz she knew best now what a thought/ could’ve save some sleepless nights/ saved the tears because it was a sight/ ignored all the hating shit/ all the fuckery the blatant hits/ chillin with to many devils / my life was pure, I had one not several/ acting like snakes you can call they ass madusa/ talking about them freaks because its related to ya/ acting like some dimes but y’all know you some zeros/ clubbing every night you have no class there’s your kudos/ ima bad bitch so I say nothing to ya/ sit back and watched pick up your life you intruders!
I’m saying though, I don’t be trying to be rude. I’m just straight forward. No beating around the bush. No caddy talk, I walk that walk. I’m just trying to see where I fit. Sorry if I seem misfit. This world needs a change. It makes me sick to my stomach to live near some people. When I look at the sun, it seem like its Mad at us. These are my thoughts. I’m just me…..
You say you an artist, so go paint a fucking picture.
But you stalking on my page hip hopping with your ego.
Ain’t gotta say no names, cuz when I say this you’ll know I’m talking bout ya.
I’m am not inspired by your obnoxious ego b*itch!
You need to know your fucking roll!
You still a underground hoe so what’s the ego for?
I see why your Ace stop fucking with ya.
All you is is a devil, I would’ve stop fucking wit ya.
You wanna die in the matrix cuz your spirit is weak.
He done made you think you strong, but you can’t stand on your feet.
If that divine spirit don’t say it ain’t so, but that fool got your head swole you think you do it on your own.
STFU I AINT DONE HOE!
You say you bout that life, hump I bet yo ass is though.
Yep, I’m ready. To see new things group be new things.
Ready to be um bout that life.
Ready to see them city lights!
Ready to be a movie star.
Ready oh ready I bet you are.
To steal my essence like a thief in the night.
I’m ready for you to show me the lights!
Just tell me what I have to do, to be loyal to you.
Um calling out, so humbly right now.
I hope you hear me… come save me right now.
I don’t care about that life. All I care about is this life … with you.
So be therefore for me. So I can be there for you.
I’m your honest soldier, so please let me through……
ieshanicole 
