The price that I have to give to following my dreams! I’m weighing the scale of life everyday and my choice is getting closer…
The price of have peace, only positive vibes match the results I’m fishing in the sea….
The price of loving myself regardless or what the world may think, that’s the hard thing when you’ve been confused in life, you say foolish shit, do nothing with your mind you follow the world.
The price of having it all, that’s my new mission, giving back to my community as much as they ddeserve and want. Success is for me rather the world want it or not…
The price ..
I don’t know what to do right now, I’m still undecided. So much rides on this decision. Ima wait some more. Ive learned to be patient, fate always comes with the answers. All I can do is be still but I’m restless because I don’t know what to do. Picking between the two, this won’t be easy but its what I gotta do. I cannot accomidate both, neither do I want to. Its tiring, trying to please someone for the sake of being pleased. Its not very becoming of me. I way the pros and cons and I already know the answer but I can’t let go because I’m afraid I won’t be strong enough when I already am. I realize now that I cannot go forward with you because you don’t want the same things I do?
I found out the most devestating news when I was 13 years old. For 13 more years I locked it away in my thoughts and I refused to let it go. It controlled my life, my destiny until now, exactly thirteen years later I found my answer to life. Its crazy because a part of me always knew this, my faith was the problem. Now I’m ready to embark on the next 13 years as a sucessful mother of two with the man of my dreams! That’s how I’m imagining it and that’s how it will be. With the help of the universe I will weed all that’s not good rather we like it our not. If I doesn’t align with my thoughts it can’t align with the universe therefore making it impossible to manifest. Get still and see what happens in your life.
Photos like this…… just experimenting…… isn’t it beautiful though? http://t.co/ju4HNaIUqH — Iesha Middleton (@GimicansJewelry)
I sit here thinking to myself. Why would a man treat ME like that? I can’t even complain though because I knew thus behavior would sneak up on me. Its funny how karma works though because she sent me here to teach somebody a lesson. You see you can only get the best of all this for a little while. Its only so long that you can take that matter for granted. Karma just don’t let you keep burning bridges…. stomping on hearts for no particular reason. Making bitches go crazy, thinking its something wrong with me. huh…. that’s all I can say because you ain’t gotta treat me this way. All in a few days, you go to acting the way…. I can feel it….. the day is coming…
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